A new start

After a month’s break,we are going to prepare for the new semester within 3days.

I’m not very happy,because there will be so many classes waiting for me.I  hate having classes.But I have determined to work hard this year,to tell the truth,I made a same determination every year,but I never insist to the end,This time,I hope that I can.

I have found my direction this year,I know what should I do,and what am I going to do.In my lift,I have three words in summary,the first is AIM,the second is PLAN,and the third is INSIST,no matter what I plan to do,I should insist until the last moment comes.If I give up half-way,it is obviousely that I will get nothing.so Come On!

this is me.

Feel like a failure

Haven’t come here for a few days,because there’s no Internet access in my home.I use my mobile phone network this time.

Yesterday,I visit DanDong with my friends.I still do not know how to face her.She makes me feel that we live in different worlds,I suddenly thought that we have no common topic any more,although we were very good friends before.Now we act like strangers,I feel a little heartbreak.I know she’s going to leave here a few days later,but I don’t want to contact her.I have been traped in this kind of feeling for nearly 4 years,I think it’s the time for me to let it off.because there’s never going to have an end.

These days,I understand a lot things,I also recognize someone’s face.I know I still have a long way to go,but now,I’m not very confident.best wishes to myself…

Just like that

Haven’t come here for a few days,tomorrow I will go home,first I’d like to stay at Zhuanghe for one or tow days,to see my classmates,then I will go home.I really learn sth these days,at least I know how to make a small application on Android platform now,and I am really proud of it.

These days,I was always trap with some kind of feelings,My classmates say that if your heart is small,then everything is big,if your heart is big,then everything is small.I don’t have a big heat,But I really try to forget these damn things,I hope I can manage these things someday in the future.

Not very bad

I just visted our college website,the result has come out,I failed again.But I’m not feeling very bad now.I know I still have a long way to go.I won’t give up.keep going,and keep trying,I know I can get what I want at last.

Today’s schedule

2:00P.M take the Data Structure examination

4:00 finish the examination,then go out to exchange the battery for sun.

6:00 invite Dong to have diner

12:00P.M KTV for this night

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tomorrow,the summer holiday begins,but I still have some homework to do,Just a report,It’s easy,I reckon.

these days,sth really hurts me,but life is still going on,do not worry,Just try hard.

God bless me

This is the last week of this semester,yesterday,I took the examination of statistics,and tomorrow will the Data structure will come,a little nervous.

Days ago,I applied to go abroad in this University,destination is Japan.And just now,I went to an interview,I was so nervous to say a word,but that’s ok,I have tried my best.and I know I still need a lot of practice.Hope that there will be a good result waiting for me.

The teacher asked me a question just now,”How can you improve your English”,it’s amazing,because when I was taking the oral English examination,the English teacher asked me the same question.but unfortunately,I still don’t know how to express perfectly.I told her that I watch some English moives,as soon as I have a thought in my mind,I’ll try to speak it out in English.that’s the way.

Being here really makes me feel good

we four went out for dinner that day,a happy day.University life’s like this.colorful,no worry,and we all try sth hard,but two years later,I’ll go out of the gate,to explore the new world outside,everything is unknown,just work hard,make my dream come true.that is.

My first blog here

Since last year,we four had been prepared for the Nation Information Security match,yesterday,we were told that we didn’t enter the finals,I feel really sorry for it,so much time after all,we really try sth hard,I feel sorry,feel guilty. I don’t even know how to tell the others that I loose in the math.In the next two years, I must try my best to achieve my goal,otherwise,when I leave this university,I don’t know what will I obtain from here.

I know why I loose every time,I don’t know how to insist on sth,no matter what I do,as far as I meet some difficulties,I will think about quiting,I should change myself,try to learn how to be confident about myself.